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How ena mori Went From a Teen Abroad to a Global Sensation

2024.12.5

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Singer-songwriter ena mori has carved a unique musical path, blending diverse sounds with a foundation in electropop. Born in Japan and moving to the Philippines alone at just 15, she’s now based there, creating waves across the globe. Her 2022 album, DON’T BLAME THE WILD ONE!, was crowned #1 on NME’s The 25 Best Asian Albums of 2022, cementing her reputation as a trailblazer in Asian music and capturing international attention.

Beyond her thriving presence in the Philippines, ena mori is making her mark worldwide, performing at global festivals and live events while intensifying her music activities in Japan. In July, her collaborative single with Tomggg, Nantene, became the theme for a new Pocari Sweat commercial, showcasing her rising momentum. Reflecting on her journey, ena mori opened up about embracing her childhood fears and loneliness with kindness, revealing a heartfelt connection to the music she creates today.

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A singer-songwriter and artist with roots in both Japan and the Philippines, ena mori debuted in 2020 with her EP ena mori. In 2022, she released her first full-length album, DON’T BLAME THE WILD ONE!, which earned the Best Album Award at the Awit Awards 2023 and topped NME’s The 25 Best Asian Albums of 2022. She continues to garner attention as a rising star in the music world.

The Struggle to Belong: A Challenging Childhood in Japan

Today, we’d like to explore your journey so far, diving into your connection with music and the messages you weave into your songs. Let’s start by going back to your childhood—what were some things you loved, and how was your relationship with your family?

ena mori: From a young age, I was captivated by sounds. Everyday noises like trains passing, waves crashing by our house, or even the sound of stones skipping across water fascinated me. My mom played piano as a hobby, so we had one at home. Apparently, when I was six, I spontaneously started playing one of my grandfather’s favorite songs, and that’s when my piano journey began. I also loved the music that played on the car radio during rides with my grandfather. It seems sound has always been something I connected with deeply.

Many kids start piano lessons because their parents push them into it, but it seems like you had a more self-driven approach?

ena mori:Yes, I picked it up on my own, and my parents were like, “Why not? Let her do it!” [laughs]. Beyond the piano, I was drawn to violin sounds and even electronic tones. Looking back, I realize I’ve always been curious about exploring different soundscapes.

It sounds like your family gave you a lot of freedom to follow your interests. How about friendships during that time?

ena mori: Being half Japanese and half Filipino made it hard for me to fit in, so I didn’t have many friends. Especially during elementary and middle school, I struggled to understand my identity. I wanted to embrace being mixed-race, but I also tried desperately to blend in as just Japanese. My appearance didn’t give me away, but my name did, and I often got teased for it. Looking back now, I see how much energy I wasted trying to belong, but those experiences also helped me embrace and cherish my identity more deeply today.

One of my closest friends back then was bisexual, and although I’m heterosexual, we shared a profound understanding of what it felt like to be different. Outside of that friendship, there weren’t many people who were open about their sexuality or who shared a mixed heritage. I often felt lost, unsure of who I was or where I fit in, and those feelings were incredibly difficult to navigate at the time.

How did you deal with the struggle of wanting to fit in but feeling like you couldn’t?

ena mori: It was a tough cycle back then. I tried to mimic what everyone else was doing and forced myself to like what they liked. I loved classical music, but over time, I started to wonder if playing classical piano was considered uncool. To blend in, I put on an act and pretended to be into J-pop, masking who I really was.

Reclaiming Identity: The Journey to the Philippines at 15

You moved to the Philippines at 15 under those circumstances. Choosing to make such a big decision at that age must have been significant. What do you think was the driving force behind taking that action?

ena mori:For me, moving to the Philippines felt like a natural progression. But looking back, I think part of the motivation was my desire to learn more about the identity I had been hiding. My father had come to Japan from the Philippines, and I was genuinely curious about what the Philippines was like. At that time, living in Japan felt suffocating. I realized that continuing to live while hiding my true self meant I couldn’t learn to love myself, and I thought moving would give me a fresh start.

Also, starting around the age of 11, I began listening to Western music, influenced by my father, and I was greatly impacted by QUEEN. Despite their music being rooted in classical elements, I was drawn to their rock and roll sound. I admired Freddie Mercury’s fearless, innovative performances and found myself more and more captivated by Western music. It made me think that if I wanted to learn English, leaving Japan would be the best step, and I started to consider moving to the Philippines positively.

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I also developed an admiration for international artists when I was a teenager. In my case, I struggled with my sexuality and felt that people like me wouldn’t be accepted in Japan. However, watching foreign dramas and movies, I saw characters with similar identities and realized that there were places abroad where I could live comfortably. With Western music, there are fewer people who would judge you for listening to a particular artist based on whether you were “acting like a boy or a girl,” so it felt like a safe haven for me. For you, ena mori, was the Philippines one of the places you considered as a way to reclaim yourself?

ena mori: Yes, that’s right. I wanted to leave Japan, but I also wanted to respect my parents and not cause them too much trouble. So, when I thought about what was feasible, I decided to try living in the Philippines, where my father’s family is from. Looking back, I think it was more about finding my place and searching for myself than it was about language study. It wasn’t so much that Japan was the problem; it was that my environment and the negative cycle I was in just didn’t suit me at the time. I was raised in an atmosphere where you couldn’t assert yourself, and if you did anything different from others, people would give you disapproving looks. Maybe that’s why I felt I needed to search for myself.

Single song by ena mori released in July 2024

Did the feeling of not fitting in while living in Japan change after you started living in the Philippines?

ena mori: I used to occasionally speak English with my father, but I managed with middle school-level English for a long time, so I really felt the language barrier when I moved to the Philippines. I also had to rebuild my friendships from scratch, which was challenging, but music played a huge role in helping me through that time. I was able to make friends through music, and I spent more time connecting with the music I loved.

Did living as a half-Mixed-Biracial person in the Philippines feel any different or affect you in any way?

ena mori: It did matter to me quite a bit. It was different from when I was in Japan; people didn’t just leave me alone [laughs]. But everyone was very open-minded and interested. They were curious and wanted to hear my story.

Back in Japan, I really hated wanting to hide that I was half-Japanese or feeling like I could never be a “real” Japanese. But in the Philippines, people were fascinated by the fact that I had both Filipino and Japanese heritage. They would say, “Wow! You have both Filipino and Japanese blood! What’s your story?” That interest helped me start to gain confidence in my mixed identity, and my mindset began to change for the better.

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